Numb.

Bubbling anger seethes within,

Deeply penetrating my soul,

Igniting each fibre of my being,

As the sensations rapidly transcend every crevice,

Raging to the depths of my mind,

Manifesting into an open cavity of mindful debris,

The voices profusely shout their aspirations, vociferous beyond content,

A brutal cacophonous symphony,

Invading my mind and demanding complete control,

Until my voice shouts, expresses loathsome hate and inner discernment,

I am no longer me.

Replaced by some other entity emerging from a foreign location within.

Manipulating my every movement,

Tears cascade rapidly from the corners of my eyes,

Thickly lining my face with utter confusion and disorientation.

My limbs flail vigorously against others, as the blood desperately pulsates and rushes through my veins,

My eyes red, wide and possessed by a phantom,

Until…

Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.

Contained.

Numerous arms and eyes generously fixated uncomfortably on me,

With the desperate attempt to cease the disparity violently occurring within.

Locked. Thwarted. Pain. Abruptness.

Volatility.

Silence ensues and “my” mind continues to wonder aimlessly about.

~ Episode of mania

All of my love, thoughts and hugs always,

Maddie x

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